Ninja Assassin.

Today, went to College Point movie theater to watch Ninja Assassin featuring Rain. (:
Was so GOOD! Very bloody and stuff. Haha~ Christina felt nauseous. Too funny.

Hmmmm...It was really nice to see my Bolivia Family again. Missed them a lot. Even though we all didn't meet up at least I got to see some of them. Bolivia brings back so many memories. Haha~ The good and the bad.

But memories are memories. So whatever. But sometimes wonders off and I just think of Brian again. Hmmm...makes me miss him once in a while but I'm not bummed out and stuff. And I probably won't forget him ever. Haha~ After all he was my first love. (:
And those are very hard to forget.

"Good person, you're my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you" <-- Well not this part. LMAO.
TTL- T-ara and SuperNova

My thoughts after the whole breakup.

What I've come to realize is that I'm much stronger than I originally thought. I'm very proud of myself for what I have accomplished and for who I have become as well. I'm proud to say that I have matured into a young lady. I am proud of who I am and I will never change for anyone other than myself. I have become much more independent and confident.

Life's too short to waste on petty little things like a failed relationship. I assure you that there are many many more fishes out in the sea. Some escape and some we have to let go of. But there will always be a Nemo for all of us...Until we find them we'll just have to life life to the fullest and move on. A sad and depressed person is the worst company.

I will not and refuse to live on regret and the what ifs. Everything happens for a reason wither we like it or not. We only have this one life. Just go with the flow.

Smile when you're happy. Cry when you're sad. Be yourself and not a copy.Have trust in yourself and not a copy. Trust yourself and you'll be able to overcome any obstacles that comes your way. Love your life and those who have left a great impression in your life and heart. Wither it's a good or bad impression. Never forget because this is life and life is not always fair. It helps us mature and become smarter.

Love the life you were blessed with. Never be afraid to love someone with every fiber of your body. Live like tomorrow's your last day. Live with no regret. Be true to yourself and never stop smiling. (:

-Christine Oh-

Written on: November 26, 2009.

Love.

“I have never loved; I have no memory of love. I’ve let go of love completely. I’m tired of men like you. Don’t try to contact me again, please. Don’t look for me again. Like a man, forget me completely and…have a nice life.”